What is it like ?

People tell me to laugh
Don't look sad
And not to cry
But I don't know what it's like
To be so happy, oh so happy

I really do like to cry
I keep falling down
I want to die
But people keep telling me NO
You cant go, we won't let you
They won't let me

People tell me to laugh
Don't look sad
And not to cry
But they don't know what it's like
To be just like me, so unhappy

Written by Mayheart

My dry tears

Tears again
Tears full of pain
I've lost my way
Thoughts running trough my head
My head keeps on spinning
My body walks but I'm not there
With the tears I have shown
I could feed a flower
But with my uncried tears
I could fill another sea
My dry tears

Written by Fee

I wanna be loved

Has the outside world
Gone crazy
Or is it really me?

I know what its like to try to fit in
And it doesn't matter how hard you try
I also know how it feels
When you fail

I know what its like to wonder in your head
Questions about life and death
To hurt the outside not to feel
The pain on the inside
And sometimes I just run and hide

People are liars when they say
It will be all right

I wonder, who thinks the way I do?
Experience the world the way I do?
They don't feel emptiness
When nothing's really missing
They don't cry without knowing why
And they don't think about death
And how many people would care
If I died

I just wanna be loved
By someone always there
Someone who understands
I just wanna be loved

Written by Maite_Kelly