Boy please listen to the
things I gotta say...
you know I love you in every way
you know I wanna be with you so bad,
but why is it that when I'm with you I'm always sad?
I know I'm supposed to be strong
how can I...
if you say that everything I do is wrong?
why don't you trust me?...
why can't you see
boy, without you I can't be
baby if it's gonna be like this
I can't go on
so if you keep treating me this way
I just wanna say with this words
the way you treat me HURTS...!!!
Hush now, don't say a
Unspoken thoughts, I've already heard
Time has passed and the distance is great
We can't recover tracks it's too late
Our love will forever be bonded in time
In a beautiful child, both yours and mine
Who could of known just how it would end
I still love you and will miss you my friend
This pain is great and hard to hide...
Yet through all the memories, I'll say Goodbye.
I ponder my thoughts,
here as I sit
Basking in the sun, here on the deck
My thoughts drift in and out like the tides
Playing out memories throughout my life
Like a movie, I see them so clear
Despite the dust added over the years
I have felt sunshine, I have felt rain
Conquered storms, yet the scars remain
I have lost Loved ones along the way
Though, I carry them in my heart everyday
Wounds were healed by a lover's touch
Wonderful man in my life, how I love him so much
Precious moments remembered carrying my son
A new part of life has just begun
What the future holds, I do not know
I embrace this life wherever it goes
hurts so bad
me girl in the mask
performing my role accomplishing my task
I strive for things that are useless and vain
but deep inside I'm filled with pain
She gives me self-confidence and I wear it with pride
she protects me with shelter, a safe place to hide
wherever I go, she's always so near protecting me at all costs, she has no
Trying to feel what it was, like feelings you can't even remember, holding
someone close, loving him tender
A long time ago, I let her in, and she became part of me like al second
layer of skin.
And yet so painful but also superior to me
I'm much more than the girl I thought that I ever could be
she knows now weakness and offers no surrender, holds her values high to
But what is the price for the armour I wear...
The vibe the terror and the
pain is driving my so bad damn insane, I scream scream scream, nobody
crush on you
But I can't make you love
Is it my life or the things I do?
Can't make you love me
I'm just a girl with a crush on you
you were there
I was here
we were friends
you're still there
and I'm still here
but I don't know what we are